In the face of love, love online and reality which you would choose?

Feelings of the things I never in the dark in the end of their choice who is «Two years ago, now I know my girlfriend, and also understand the game, a girl, had originally thought that only the feelings of game, slowly I found that is not the case, and her very happy together, we have Shui Buwan the case, she did not know I have a girlfriend, I was afraid she would tell her after I left, many I have not told her the truth, because She in Shanghai, Guangzhou, is simply not possible for two people. I just do not want to lose her.

Until one day, my girlfriend knew this matter and I kicked up after a call to tell the truth that the girls said that I have a wife with children, (in fact she is my girlfriend now, a very I love love the people) I girlfriend after she can no longer do not Laifan me. . . I gave her on the grounds that I had a car accident. . . She has been very much doubt the reason I said, but because I am no longer a girlfriend on the phone did not come to me.

I really was in a car accident a few months later, when I accompany my girlfriend around, I know that she loves me, for I paid a lot. But I do not know how to love her, I do not know to what her position on the heart, after I left the hospital in Guangzhou to other places, I would like to avoid this feeling, because that has hurt the girls are Regret it.

A year later, on the day I QQ on the line, I found that girls Yueliao Ju, "Do you dare to finally on the line» "I want to tell her that I was sorry she cheated her. . I think everyone in after the good or make friends, but obviously I was cheating themselves, I do not want to think about her own but still failed, we still have Yuebu Wan, then he is very happy to chat, but I know that we Together to really have great difficulties. . . I could feel she had to pay my feelings. . . But I really do not know who I should be like. . . A never met her but I can feel that in my mind the location of the person, has been around me love my people but I do not know if I was not love her people. . .

中文： 在爱情面前,网恋和现实你会选哪个？

感情的事我从来也搞不清楚到底自己喜欢的是谁?两年前，我认识了我现在的女朋友，同时也在游戏里认识了一个女孩子，原本以为只是游戏里的感情，慢慢的我发现不是这样了，和她在一起很开心，我们有说不完的话，她不知道我是有女朋友的，我害怕告诉她之后她会离开我，很多我也没有告诉她实情，因为她在上海，我在广州，两个人根本不可能。我只是不想失去她。

直到有一天，我女朋友知道了这个事和我大吵一架之后就打电话告诉那个女孩子说了实情说我是有老婆有孩子的人，（其实她只是我现在的女朋友，一个很爱很爱我的人） 我女朋友让她以后再也不要来烦我了。。。我给她的理由是我出车祸了。。。她一直很怀疑我说的理由，但是因为我女朋友的电话就再也没来找过我。

后来我真的在几个月后出了车祸，当时我女朋友陪在我身边，我知道她很爱我，也为我付出了很多。可是我不知道如何去爱她，我也不知道要把她放在心里的什么位置，出院之后我离开了广州去了其他地方，我想逃避这份感情，也因为曾经伤害了那个女孩子感到后悔。

一年后，有一天我在QQ上上了线，那个女孩子找到我说了句，“你终于敢上线了？" 我想告诉她我曾经对不起她，骗了她。。在之后我想大家还是做朋友的好，但是明显我是在骗自己，我想让自己不要去想她但还是失败了，我们依旧有说不完的话，还是很开心的聊天，但我知道我们要在一起真的有很大的困难。。。我可以感觉到她曾经是对我付出感情的。。。可是我现在真的不知道我自己应该喜欢谁。。。一个未曾见过面但我能感觉到她在我心中的位置的人，一个一直在我身边很爱我的人但我不知道我是不是爱她的人。。。